Not a Trace of Doubt In My Mind

So...tomorrow is it. The big day. I'll be a missionary tonight and in the MTC but 1 tomorrow. It's exciting! And scary. Really scary. And sad. Which it shouldn't be. But it kind of is. I mean, I'm not going to be gone for ever. And it's not like I'm dead so it isn't a permanent farewell. It's just gonna suck missing everyone now and again. But it'll be so worth it!!! It's been worth it now! From who I was 7 months ago when I started this journey to who I am today, I've grown so much! It's astounding! And I have so much more growin to do!

This is honestly goin to be the best adventure of a lifetime. And I get to do it for the people I love most: my Heavenly Father and my Savior. Without them, I'm not sure how far I would have gotten on my own. I may have given up or called it quits at the last second. But They know me enough to know I will go and do the things which my Lord has commanded me to do. It won't be easy. Not in the slightest. There will be days that I will want to come home and be done. However I know I have a family who supports me 100%. So I won't give up.

I'm so excited to go and serve. I'm excited to be busy and have something to do!! I'm ready for this. :). See you in spring of 2016!!!