I started my papers! But all this time before I actually got to see them I was having my doubts. I didn't know if I was worthy enough to go. So I let myself slip up and became of the world. I got so wrapped up in my little world of judgements and "sailor antics" that I forgot to keep the bigger picture in mind. So I felt unworthy. But I heard what I needed to hear from my bishop and some very important people in my life. It helped start a chain reaction that essentially is steering me in the right direction. I can get back on track. I can do it.
It takes a little faith, a lotta love, and a ton of hope. That's what it means to me to keep going forward. I have this goal in mind and I have every in tention of following through. It'll be tough. But the Lord won't give me anything I can't handle. He hasn't thus far.
It's a good thing. :) I can't wait to see where it takes me!
